Feeling lost.....

It is absolutely beautiful out today and I got a lot accomplished. Since my last post, I have signed a purchase and sale on my house and I will close on 6/22/15!!! First step in my next journey in life.

This is where I am really feeling lost. I have no idea what the hell to do!

These are thing things that run through my mind:

*Do I want to stay at my job and save more money to travel?

*Do I want to quit now and have my summer off? If so, do I get a part time job?

*Should I look for another job now, and forgo my dream of traveling to NZ and Aus?

*If I go traveling, what do I want to do when I get back?

*Do I want to still live in the North East?

*Do I want to own another home? What about a houseboat? (That would be amazing)

I know I am not alone when I think of these kinds of things, but it is so overwhelming!!!

Someone I have known for at least 10 years said something that really hit home to me the other day. This person has NO idea of what my plans may or maynot contain so it was all their total opinion. They said...."why should people just go for the small increases in life, like a 5% raise or just looking to be a supervisor or manager....whatever it may be. Why not take a big leap and go for the big ticket item, worse case you stay where you are."

I thought to myself.....hummmm that is SO what I am trying to figure out!! Do I make a big move or take small ones?

Well over the next month or two I really need to figure things out because time goes too fast and I can't keep putting things aside, if I do, what I really want to do will never happen.

Till next time......